day 1 Malang

I can't find the cable for my camera...so no photos....for now.

We are in beautiful Malang just in time for a festival. Malang Kimbali...I think it is a festival celebrating the city of Malang and the past. There is almost nothing on the internet about it...We have seen the preliminary works which look like a lot of food stalls and many craft stalls with masks, batiks, and the ever popular puppets...the streets are crowded. We will partake tomorrow after our 9 am balur. We had our 1st balur here today, we were in the same room which is ok but it is harder to concertrate with someone else there especially someone you don't want to hear yelling ow ow owww...it hurts me when my mom is distressed even though I am doing the exact same thing and it is always ok...

the clinic is very quiet and light which is the exact opposite of Jakarta. Our balur took more than 3 hours... I liked it and feel like it is very different and more careful. the Dr. here... Dr Saraswati is very nice and she teaches something at the university ....maybe psychology? She personally took us to look for hotels when we found out everything was sold out.

We talked about my medical history and she felt my breast... I asked if she felt any cancer and she said yes but it is very small and also mobile which is great. I am sure it has gotten much smaller with the treatments...she said it is not a problem at all... I feel good about it .

We are staying at a beautiful old hotel Called Gahara Chaka. the bellboys wear shorts and pith helmets. Internet only in the lobby ! Thank GOD Marine gave me 3 seasons of Weeds...but we are kicked out Saturday so we found a crazy guest house which is like a hotel/ I don't know what, I will have to take a lot of photos because I cannot really describe it... It does have a very Javanese feel with bamboo paneled walls and batik curtains and mosquito nets on the beds...

It is definately more relaxed here and very mellow which I didn't know how much I would enjoy.

Jakarta has almost nothing I want to see or do except balur and here I think I will walk around and get into things more.

Eating is still a chore we must do at least 2x a day... not the joy I want it to be... but whatever.

I miss my life and my friends and almost had a "fuck it I want to go home" thought today but it passed.

What I am starting to understand is that I will do balur at home and keep the free radicals and murcury out of me myself and monitor my own health. Nobody can do it for me and the result is I will finally take responsibility for my self which is a long time coming... but I am glad for everything.

Maybe I am a late bloomer.

xxxooo

The noodles and the man who made the soup.
me and Walde...

I finally got some Baxso...! meatball noodle soup. Walde took me out after balur to get it. She is so pretty. Balur was good today. When I first did it I could not fathom doing it 50 more times but somehow it got easier and I look forward to it...there is a really exhilarating aspect. And one thing is that you are wet...completely wet all of the time, 2-3 hours, soaking wet. One of my favorite parts is when I go to the bathroom which is also the shower and I am covered in grit...sandy dirty... and while sitting on the toilet I pour buckets of water on myself. this cannot be done in my bathroom at home! But there is a drain in the floor and the whole room is wet anyway... It feels so relieving just to get the grit off.

I tried to focus today while they were smoking me... ordering the murcury out...and tensing while making powerful energy balls in my body then relaxing and making them go in and get the toxins ..

We are packing and getting ready to go to Malang tomorrow... there is some kind of festival there this weekend so our hotel situation is up in the air... I am sure it will work out.

I already miss my balur girls but we will be back in a couple weeks, I can't even think of how I will feel when I really leave.

ok...

xxoo

me...just after olive oil last night...and 1/2 way through with the lemon juice...
Well.... I am not sure what has happened but it seems like a lot happened.

We drank Olive oil and the lemon juice which we all thought would be worse than it was.

And then we spent 30 minutes in a particular position in bed...right leg pulled up towards right shoulder, then sleep... when we woke up and drank more epsom salts, we prepared for the release of all the stuff our gall bladders and livers gave up...and we spent the rest of the day going to the bathroom and reporting back to each other what we found... It seems like a success and like we will do it again. (I am going to refrain from mentioning any details here...) It says that you may have to do it 6-10 times to really get everything out...We watched Star Trek (the movie) today and went to a random Indonesian restaurant for lunch...I will be glad to get back to balur tomorrow...rohanna and I are watching Weeds... my mom doesn't like it... we started in the 3rd season and it is kind of gritty and violent. I like it and it is so much better than old Charles Bronson movies...

xxxooo

goodbye gallstoneswe

This is Rohanna... chopping up the epsom salts...getting ready for the liver flush!
And this is my mom... right where I left her. She loves that Kindle.

Liver flush day is finally here... we have been drinking apple juice with phosphoric acid every day for a week... Now we drink epsom salts, etc... we have been running to and from the bathroom all night... watching Amadeus...Now we are eating ice cream. Which is part of the liver flush only you are supposed to use cream but we couldn't find any without carragean...and it says you can use ice cream instead. I haven't had anything so delicious in a long time..

Balur today was rough...I was so sore from yesterday... all my ribs hurt and my skin stung with all the hot water and stuff...while they were smoking me, I did my own syringes and smoked my head and face... Dr. Gretha says you can command the smoke with your thoughts that way. So that was good. Rohanna and I went to the mall and got movies... which was funny. She talked to some little girls in the elevator who did not speak english and they were sent into fits of giggles... (My mom is telling Rohanna all about the ReaL Mozart as opposed to the movie. she knows everything about that stuff... according to her, Mozart was a big fan of Haydyn and he changed the way string quartets were written and Mozart copied his style.)

Now we sill drink olive oil and then lemon juice then we go to bed on our stomachs with right knee thrust up towards shoulder for 30 minutes... then tomorrow the magic pearls of the GALL are expelled... I can hardly wait.

yahoooo

xxxxoooo

no photos today

I got another smackdown from Gretha today..!...Oh I am beat. I had my usual Faidja and also Walde instead of Joom... Wande speaks English and is so sweet. then just after the 1st smoke Dr. Gretha came in and started rubbing me hard in the chest and then the hitting... oh man, I can't really describe what it feels like... It happens so fast and she hit my chest, then rolled me on my side and hit my side then she called for smoke... she smoked my chest and more hitting then she did my head. ohhh then my face. I was covered in ashes... and I had my Ipod on and we were listening to Faith...G. Michael...and MmmmmBop...Hanson. And then Lime in the Coconut...H. Nilsson...It was such a trip, It didn't hurt as much as the 1st time. Gretha said it's because she already made space for the bubbles to get through. After I felt really great. Exhillerated! My voice sounds resonant...and they said my face is shiny...

Now I have a whole new regimen of enemas and stuff to do... raw eggs and coffee 3x a day... I don't know if I can... but I will try. I am wiped out... But I think a lot happened today. Good stuff...

Love to my people!!!

xxxxoooo

whole family on the bike... seems nuts? but obviously it is very relaxing...

I like these guys ... taking it seriously.
Day off is over... It was a pretty weird day. We went to the hotel gym, which was pretty impressive...Like a small Gold's... It had almost everything, I can see doing it more.

then Gretha and Rohanna came over and we talked about all the medicines and potions that we must bring home so we can keep doing the treatments... there are a ton of things... some you drink, some you rub on your skin and some you enema... and we will have to make some things out of raw ingredients...and there is no real literature on this stuff... Since my cold the last few days I have been coughing and wheezing a little, tightness in my chest... It is pretty standard.

But Gretha had me lie on the floor in the kitchen and she smoked my head and chest and neck...I smoked too and did syringes .. it was pretty intense. We probably did about 8 cigarettes... ashes all over the floor, I feel so much better... It made a huge difference. Then she hit me a little and it hurt a lot... I tried to leave my body... I am not so good at that. Then we went swimming in the pool which was fun and then I made dinner with my mom and they just left. We are tired again...luckily it is almost time for bed... anyway, I have a better understanding of some of the things we do... mainly the toxins are loosened from their positions in your cells by different methods and then you catch them and send them out... attack and capture.

She inspires confidence... I really believe what she does is powerful.

nighty night...xxxooooo

This is a pretty flower we see in the morning on the way to the cab...
This is my table after treatment today... all the dark stuff is toxins no longer in me.!

And this is what the table looks like before I get down to business... the 3 bottles are the different eyewashes...I think the jar of white stuff is vitamin C...

Today was a rough balur... My mom stayed home because she is on a new schedule... she gets Wednesdays off.. she is really doing great. There was a lot of talking in quiet voices about what I don't know, but besides Adi, they had another guy smoking for me and it went really fast and furious... I think my original estimates of the smoking were a little short... They blow big syringes (no needles) of smoke into my whole body and I get 60 cigarettes a day... 20 cigarettes 3 times in the session... so that takes a lot of time... It is hard to take because it gets really smokey and I am wet and covered with asprin or vitamin C or something else and I keep my eyes closed because if I don't wet stuff sprays my eyes and it can burn... AND trying to imagine all the tiny lights going in and surrendering to God and positive balls of energy all at the same time.... and today with 2 blowers and 2 pushers it was a little more intense! Plus it is the end of my cold and I am a little worn out.

Afterwards they gave me a little treat like a tamale only cassava and coconut with a banana in the middle...

But..... tomorrow is the day of ascencion.. I think Jesus rose to heaven? and so we get a day off

and I am delighted. I have a lot of research to do on where to stay in Malang... I hope we will have more free time to roam around and get a feel for the city... here it is almost impossible.

My mom made steak salad for lunch ... Maybe we will see a movie tomorrow but rumor has it that Dr. Gretha is coming to our hotel to "teach us a few things before we go to Malang"

We shall see...

xxxxoooo