The noodles and the man who made the soup.
me and Walde...

I finally got some Baxso...! meatball noodle soup. Walde took me out after balur to get it. She is so pretty. Balur was good today. When I first did it I could not fathom doing it 50 more times but somehow it got easier and I look forward to it...there is a really exhilarating aspect. And one thing is that you are wet...completely wet all of the time, 2-3 hours, soaking wet. One of my favorite parts is when I go to the bathroom which is also the shower and I am covered in grit...sandy dirty... and while sitting on the toilet I pour buckets of water on myself. this cannot be done in my bathroom at home! But there is a drain in the floor and the whole room is wet anyway... It feels so relieving just to get the grit off.

I tried to focus today while they were smoking me... ordering the murcury out...and tensing while making powerful energy balls in my body then relaxing and making them go in and get the toxins ..

We are packing and getting ready to go to Malang tomorrow... there is some kind of festival there this weekend so our hotel situation is up in the air... I am sure it will work out.

I already miss my balur girls but we will be back in a couple weeks, I can't even think of how I will feel when I really leave.

ok...

xxoo