Wednesday, May 12, 2010

This is a pretty flower we see in the morning on the way to the cab...
This is my table after treatment today... all the dark stuff is toxins no longer in me.!

And this is what the table looks like before I get down to business... the 3 bottles are the different eyewashes...I think the jar of white stuff is vitamin C...

Today was a rough balur... My mom stayed home because she is on a new schedule... she gets Wednesdays off.. she is really doing great. There was a lot of talking in quiet voices about what I don't know, but besides Adi, they had another guy smoking for me and it went really fast and furious... I think my original estimates of the smoking were a little short... They blow big syringes (no needles) of smoke into my whole body and I get 60 cigarettes a day... 20 cigarettes 3 times in the session... so that takes a lot of time... It is hard to take because it gets really smokey and I am wet and covered with asprin or vitamin C or something else and I keep my eyes closed because if I don't wet stuff sprays my eyes and it can burn... AND trying to imagine all the tiny lights going in and surrendering to God and positive balls of energy all at the same time.... and today with 2 blowers and 2 pushers it was a little more intense! Plus it is the end of my cold and I am a little worn out.
Afterwards they gave me a little treat like a tamale only cassava and coconut with a banana in the middle...

But..... tomorrow is the day of ascencion.. I think Jesus rose to heaven? and so we get a day off
and I am delighted. I have a lot of research to do on where to stay in Malang... I hope we will have more free time to roam around and get a feel for the city... here it is almost impossible.
My mom made steak salad for lunch ... Maybe we will see a movie tomorrow but rumor has it that Dr. Gretha is coming to our hotel to "teach us a few things before we go to Malang"
We shall see...
xxxxoooo

6 comments:

  1. Roz - I know I say it every time but thank you for writing your blog and sharing your healing. My selfish concern this afternoon was that you might not have internet access in Malang. Malang will be a beautiful place for you to "get down to business."

    Get rid of the horrible toxins and stay in the positive. Always thinking about you and sending good wibes. XOX Merry

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  2. Holy cow, Rozy, how intense. I can't believe the 'before" and 'after' of the table. I'm with Merry - get it out.
    Good luck with Dr. G tomorrow.
    Sending love love love,
    e

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  3. I love you! Big love! You look fucking beautiful in that picture! Wow! You're a vision! Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Miss you. Hope to see you soon.
    BOYD!, Lisa, Joya, Alice

    Warmest thoughts from all of us!

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  4. I think about you every single day, Roz Music! LOVE, Clare

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  5. Rozzles-
    I am so happy Jenny L sent your blog to me. I am getting caught up with your whole experience and really so happy because I feel connected to your experience and updates. Patrick and I both miss and love you and want those damn toxins out of your body, no matter how many cigarettes it takes. Love to Henrietta. We are staying tuned, xghjil

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  6. Roz-
    Jenny just sent me this and I had no idea what you've been going through. I started reading in the middle, was totally confused wondering why you're getting smoked like a lox in Indonesia. I've read further and think it's amazing!
    I am sending you oodles of love and healing energy.
    xx
    Israel

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