Murray....

I met a guy in the clinic .... Murray Clapham. He is a Subud member who has lived here since the 70's but now lives with his wife in Singapore. He is tall and handsome in a Chris Brock way... about 65. He is so nice and friendly, always flagging us a taxi and helping us navigate the city.

He is one of the cases we heard about before we got here... 6 months ago he came to Indonesia to say goodbye to his kids... on a stretcher, very close to dying from advanced prostate cancer. He has been taking these treatments and is basically fine... better than fine. When I see him walking around so vital and happy, it inspires me. I feel pretty great today, I am finding it easier to visualize myself healthy and happy when I feel good... that is the hardest part, staying positive and keeping the doubt away. But all the support from my family and friends if priceless....