Today i was actually excited to get my treatment... After 2 days off I craved it.

I had Joom as usual (the one in the red t-shirt) but I had a new Balurist.. (can't remember her name ) but by now everyone knows each other. It was really different, She spoke a little English. yesterday Dr. Gretha told me you can kind of align yourself with the balurist and share the energy. At one point in the beginning she said something serious in Indonesian and I think she was telling me to get my mind to focus. It was helpful weather or not she actually said that.

I ordered the cancer to get out and visualized being happy and healthy in the future.

I felt so good today, almost euphoric sometimes. The treatment was really pleasent for the most part. Sometimes a guy will squat just outside the room and smoke syringes for us...( the guy in the yellow shirt smoked for me today) It is hard to smoke sometimes when you are lying on the table dripping wet and they are smoking you. When it was over I couldn't help dancing to Michael Jackson while I got dressed.

We found a restaurant finally that had decent food... it is close to the hotel behind a spa and they have food for traveling nature people ... I think. They played the B-52's and Led Zepplin. It was kind of like heaven.

then we took a tiny cab that is like a lawnmower (see photo) to the store called D'Best and I finally got a juicer...We are full of nutrients!

we have been here for a week and it kind of feels like 3. All the skin on my hands is peeling off and they feel rough like sandpaper. Also I am reading Suzanne Sommers book, Knockout. It is about curing cancer without surgery and chemotherapy. It is pretty cheezy but also It makes me so happy I am here...

the other photos are of our clinic friends... It is a joy to see their shining faces.

xxoo