Today is Rana's birthday. We got her a fancy cake and I made a cd with Neil Diamond and Dusty Springfield. Last night we hit an all time low in terms of dinner. We had muslii with milk and bananas... but when I went to pour the cereal it had ants in it... we picked them out and ate it anyway. My mom said she didn't see how they got in there as she had put a rubberband around the bag. Seriously.
Monday, May 31, 2010
ant cereal
Today is Rana's birthday. We got her a fancy cake and I made a cd with Neil Diamond and Dusty Springfield. Last night we hit an all time low in terms of dinner. We had muslii with milk and bananas... but when I went to pour the cereal it had ants in it... we picked them out and ate it anyway. My mom said she didn't see how they got in there as she had put a rubberband around the bag. Seriously.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
not nail polish
Saturday, May 29, 2010
sick coconut
Well last night we stayed upstairs at the clinic and again it was a lesson of how much less can I take...
Thursday, May 27, 2010
clinic or coke house
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
love a parade
Monday, May 24, 2010
the falls


Yesterday was our day off and 2 gals + one friend took us to a mountain town called Batu...
We are living in Enny's guest house, my mom moved downstairs into a room with real walls because of the constant sound of rats and who knows what on her roof. My room has bamboo walls and giant gaps everywhere but no rats or lizards... I keep saying out loud "gekkos only thank you "...so far so good.
Breakfast is included and we have scrambled eggs with tomatoes and toast. We had a lovely meal last night at Batavia restaurant ... thai seafood soup. It was a real relief to not hate the food.
There are about 30 rooms here ... upstairs is all gardens and sitting areas , Javanese style rooms with batiks and wood everything. Cold water only in the sink but hot in the shower which is just a showerhead in the wall next to the toilet. I am happy here... Last night I watched Cop Out, the Tracy Morgan Bruce Willis cop movie. I bought it in the mall... the way I knew it is a completely illegal bootleg is I heard people laughing and saw a guy change seats. I have never seen one before and although I feel guilty about it I would totally do it again given the options. There are no options...
Some things are trying to come out of me... I have a scaly rash on my left earlobe It isn't itchy but my ear is hot. Raina says it is toxins or maybe a bubble. Also I have had a reoccuring monumental itch in my left hand... off and on this whole time and it was better for a couple weeks and now it is back... I cannot stop scratching it but I get no relief because the itch is inside my hand... like in the tissue. I think it is layers of toxins coming out... excruciating. Raina gave me powder to put on and I hope it gets better.
I am sitting in one of the many grandma style lounges here and I hear the gekkos calling... it sounds like a series of little kissing sounds. I just figured something out ... sometimes I hear a sound like woodblocks... someone hitting them rythmically, I think it is like a popsicle cart with a bell... someone selling food passing by in the street hitting the wood blocks to tell the area he is here... this may be very useful if my theory is correct, foraging for food is getting tiresome.
We like it here and I think the balur is gentler so we are going to stay for about 10 more days.
I hope my series of Weeds holds out...
xxxoo
Saturday, May 22, 2010
chocolate corn
photos in the next one
Friday, May 21, 2010
Malang Kimbali
I found my camera cable! ... We had a good day and the festival is going strong.
I know this by the constant whistle of the traffic man in the street outside my window.
The Kimbali festival is a big street fair, about 20 blocks, with all the same things as the sunset junction except everything is totally different. The he-she above was the only one we saw...No alcohol, nothing you want to buy ( we did get wooden back scratchers ) tons of food but you don't know what anything is, but we did get really good I will call them scallion pancakes... music, a sea of people...lots of photo opportunities like big backdrops and old bicycles and things to pose with and a lot of teenagers dressed in batiks and corny glasses.. It is crazy. But the insane part is how we are treated. especially me. There are NO forigners here. None. people stare, and I busted at least a dozen kids get the attention of their parents and point me out... I say hi and they look shocked, check to see what their parents faces look like and maybe say hi back and either giggle or keep staring... It is so strange we are practically famous. My mom and I were standing of to the side and a couple of 15 year old girls asked to pose for pictures with them.
I almost can't stand to go out in public...at the mall same thing ( looking for camera cable. no dice )... everyone stares and possibly giggles. One salesgirl couldn't even help me she was giggling and could not keep it together...Sorry, no sandals for miss Chinlund today.
No white people, black brown or anything else... just Indonesians. I may brave it again tomorrow, I know there is some special thing in there I need...
We move into crazy guest house tomorrow... I have a bottle of something in my fridge but I don't know weather I am supposed to rub it on myself or enema it so I passed. I did do the thing I knew I rub in..(also called balur). And now I will be lulled to sleep by the sound of traffic and whistles...
I am seriously into Weeds...there are 3 english language tv stations here... bbc, hbo and discovery.
I also play a lot of solitaire on the blackberry.......
Thank you for all the support... I swear It makes it so much easier...
xxxoooo
Thursday, May 20, 2010
day 1 Malang
I can't find the cable for my camera...so no photos....for now.
We are in beautiful Malang just in time for a festival. Malang Kimbali...I think it is a festival celebrating the city of Malang and the past. There is almost nothing on the internet about it...We have seen the preliminary works which look like a lot of food stalls and many craft stalls with masks, batiks, and the ever popular puppets...the streets are crowded. We will partake tomorrow after our 9 am balur. We had our 1st balur here today, we were in the same room which is ok but it is harder to concertrate with someone else there especially someone you don't want to hear yelling ow ow owww...it hurts me when my mom is distressed even though I am doing the exact same thing and it is always ok...
the clinic is very quiet and light which is the exact opposite of Jakarta. Our balur took more than 3 hours... I liked it and feel like it is very different and more careful. the Dr. here... Dr Saraswati is very nice and she teaches something at the university ....maybe psychology? She personally took us to look for hotels when we found out everything was sold out.
We talked about my medical history and she felt my breast... I asked if she felt any cancer and she said yes but it is very small and also mobile which is great. I am sure it has gotten much smaller with the treatments...she said it is not a problem at all... I feel good about it .
We are staying at a beautiful old hotel Called Gahara Chaka. the bellboys wear shorts and pith helmets. Internet only in the lobby ! Thank GOD Marine gave me 3 seasons of Weeds...but we are kicked out Saturday so we found a crazy guest house which is like a hotel/ I don't know what, I will have to take a lot of photos because I cannot really describe it... It does have a very Javanese feel with bamboo paneled walls and batik curtains and mosquito nets on the beds...
It is definately more relaxed here and very mellow which I didn't know how much I would enjoy.
Jakarta has almost nothing I want to see or do except balur and here I think I will walk around and get into things more.
Eating is still a chore we must do at least 2x a day... not the joy I want it to be... but whatever.
I miss my life and my friends and almost had a "fuck it I want to go home" thought today but it passed.
What I am starting to understand is that I will do balur at home and keep the free radicals and murcury out of me myself and monitor my own health. Nobody can do it for me and the result is I will finally take responsibility for my self which is a long time coming... but I am glad for everything.
Maybe I am a late bloomer.
xxxooo
Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Sunday, May 16, 2010
Well.... I am not sure what has happened but it seems like a lot happened.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
goodbye gallstoneswe
Friday, May 14, 2010
no photos today
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Day off is over... It was a pretty weird day. We went to the hotel gym, which was pretty impressive...Like a small Gold's... It had almost everything, I can see doing it more.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Today was a rough balur... My mom stayed home because she is on a new schedule... she gets Wednesdays off.. she is really doing great. There was a lot of talking in quiet voices about what I don't know, but besides Adi, they had another guy smoking for me and it went really fast and furious... I think my original estimates of the smoking were a little short... They blow big syringes (no needles) of smoke into my whole body and I get 60 cigarettes a day... 20 cigarettes 3 times in the session... so that takes a lot of time... It is hard to take because it gets really smokey and I am wet and covered with asprin or vitamin C or something else and I keep my eyes closed because if I don't wet stuff sprays my eyes and it can burn... AND trying to imagine all the tiny lights going in and surrendering to God and positive balls of energy all at the same time.... and today with 2 blowers and 2 pushers it was a little more intense! Plus it is the end of my cold and I am a little worn out.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Screaming Thighs


FINALLY.... I got a picture of the enormous statue my mom and I call
Sunday, May 9, 2010
mie ayam
It is Sunday afternoon and our luxurious weekend is almost over...yesterday we spent most of our time in traffic...went to lunch at Koi in Kemang... which was tasty! It is such a luxury to go to a real live restaurant...with lattes.
Friday, May 7, 2010
taxi man
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
this is the view from our livingroom...it's raining.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
kids on motorcycles
I forgot my camera today so ...