this is the view from our livingroom...it's raining.

and this is me in the shower right after my balur.

Balur means to rub to the left. They do the same thing in the same order every day, kind of.

the rubbing stuff in is my favorite part, sometimes they really rub hard and it hurts but it always feels good after.

Today after my Balur Dr. Gretha had me go into her office. She had 7 or 8 petrie dishes all with dates on them, we looked at the patterns that were left in the glass after drying... mine look pretty good. Some days they are better than others...it will always be up and down because

of how focused you are each time and also we uncover different layers...I asked if she can always see the cancer.. she said yes. I asked if she can see my cancer, she said NO. I said so I don't have cancer ...? no she said. I do have some little obstructions in there but now we think I don't even have cancer... and I didn't have it when I got here. that is certainly supported by the alternative healing books I am reading, they call everything cancer. Anyway, I have decided not to think about any of it and just focus on being healthy and having healthy cells.

We just watched American Idol... It was Sinatra week... after one guy sang my mom said it was a terrible performance... and " it didn't cook!" She is a real jazz cat.

xxoo