taxi man

This gentleman works in the parking lot of the clinic, everyday he flags us a cab...notice the green fruit in his hand.

It's Friday evening, I am mindlessly watching fashion TV... which is an endless parade of runway shows and interviews with models... It is simultaneously boring and fascinating.

My mom is sleeping. We had an epic taxi ride home that was 2x longer than usual and we were hungry and then we had to take naps. As we were getting in the cab a green fruit fell from a tree and almost brained my mom...

This was out 3rd week...we are pretty much used to it. It is predictable when you get what...

It takes 2.s-3 hours 3x eyewash and smoke your ears and nose followed by

scrub, rub vitaminC + asprin, smoke, compress(tin foil rest) enema, scrub, slap, smoke, hot rub, compress, enema, rub cassava or onion, smoke, rub coffee, enema coffee, rub egg white. done.

But yesterday a couple times during enema they actually did smoke. Yeah, they blew smoke up my ass. With the syringe. It was very uncomfortable! My stomach was gurrggling all day and all night. But today when they did it it was fine. Still I am happy to be off for the weekend.

I have a sore throat, I may fight it off ... I didn't bring a scarf so I am wearing a pair of leggings around my neck.

Rohanna and I had a conversation about how what you project is what you perceive. Like all those books about seeing and creating what you want to have in your life.. but they are missing a key which forgiveness . So all the time I was on the table I was remembering all the events I have seen as my fault and imagining forgiving everything. It will be interesting to see what that does to my treatment and we will see in the crystals in the petrie dish. I am keeping track of what I think about each time so I can compare...

ok. that's it for now...

xxoo