Balur here is very different than in Jakarta. Raina is my main balur tech, she is a muslim and speaks English well. There is a lot of talk about how they do it in Jakarta vs. here and I think Raina thinks her way is better... I do like it here and Raina seems really tuned in when she is baluring me..It took about 4 hours today...But I am not sure what was so different except the pace and how long it takes to smoke. We blow smoke 3 times and I blow the 1st time only...There are 3 ladies and 2 gentlemen blowing me and it takes forever...but I was thinking ...well, what else would I rather be doing anyway... When I got home we were so hungry so we tried to eat at a street place near the new guest house but when I ordered what seemed to be the only thing they were making ... corn on the cob, they guy gestured to a sauce and I said yes thinking yeah, I want to eat the real stuff like the people here ... I thought the sauce was going to be hot but we got 2 ears of grilled corn covered in a dark sauce which turned out to be chocolate.
Yeah , chocolate corn. So we went to a restaurant that looked western-ish called Amsterdam steak house and we rode in ridiculous man powered bicycle taxis... then we ate crappy food and waited for a taxi for half an hour and then the waiter said no taxi can come so we got 2 more bicycle taxis home... it is kind of terrifying in that thing... they merge into oncoming traffic in 4 way intersections with what seems like a " fingers crossed " attitude... I screamed a little.
We are nestled into our guest home... it is like a study of taking away... what else can I live without? Only 1 english channel on tv... no soap or shampoo or room service. I think I love it here... I haven't used deodorant or face cream in a month. Ok... upstairs to bed in mosquito net...
xxxooo
Roz,
ReplyDeleteThe news of your health and this amazing blog has finally reached New Zealand. I just started from the beginning and read the whole thing. Your illness seems to have brought so much positivity and enlightenment. It seems like many blessings will come from this time.
I have no doubts that the cancer will leave you. Not even an inkling of worry. You're Roz fucking Music. You do not fuck around. And with cancer it will be no different. The universe is well aware of who it's dealing with here.
Of course I wish you didn't have to go through anything scary, painful, stressful like this, ever. But you have transformed it into such an openhearted journey. YOU are an inspiration.
We miss you dearly and will continue to follow your blog so we can feel closer to you.
You are loved from all corners of the world Roz I know everyone's support gives you strength, but did you realize how much strength you give all of US through this blog too? Pretty awesome.
Onward and MmmmmBop.
Love,
Sara & Bilbo
Sorry, but I'm howling at this entry. God bless the chocolate corn eating American!! I love you. You shoot straight from the hip, as is very evident in your blog that I love. Fight the fight! You are so awesome!!!
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Steph
Roz, you look so beautiful!
ReplyDeleteFollowing your fascinating adventures in Indonesia really exciting.
Keep 'em coming!
XO,
Shrader
Love love love your writing Rozy! so good. Love the letting go. Love Celia in prison on Weeds. xoxo
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